For today post, I want to share my experience of having a curiosity when someone ignoring me. I do always asking many of whys whenever whom did that to me. Did I making you bored or something? Did I ignoring you first? Or because of my lack in eye contact with people and responses? In past, whenever I though of that questions, I conclude that he or she hates me then I felt very down for a moment and disappointing to him that cannot accept me as a friend or a best friend. That is in the past. After I've met Mr. Zul, he told me that I'm concluding an assumption before seeking for answers to the particular person. That's the right thing to do to avoid any disturbing emotions inside me. He said that I need to be brave finding the truth by asking instead of making bad assumption. Then, I must accept it by try to understand him. That's the solution. I do realized and I'm very grateful to Allah that showed me the way. The solution was very helpful to me. Right now, the curiosity loosen a lot in me whenever I remembered Mr. Zul's advices. Although actually I skip the asking part but it never made me feels any sad feelings. Why? Because I knew the reason why I've felt that. The curiosity led me want to know the answer. That's why. If I avoid to know, I've felt careless but I will do my best to let people accept me who I am really are. I believed that if I'm really that bad, they will tell me honestly. I will think for a moment and try to change although it takes time. With Allah in my side, there is nothing impossible for me.
That's all for today. See you again Ikmal! Sayonara! :)
